So many things happened in the last few days so let me just quickly note it down least I forget

1. The year is ending, it really is. And my secondary school life has ended too. Along with many other things. Growing up is difficult and scary but so so liberating.

2. We had grad night on Wednesday and everyone looked beautiful. I mean it. I was smiling throughout the whole night and relishing in how good everyone looked. The night was lovely. We sang the school song so loudly and said the pledge with all our heart and danced the family dance (my favourite dance on earth) in heels and held each other and sang to Hold On To Our Dream (IJ friends are friends for life, indeed). Then it hit me, we've grown up. And it's time to leave.

3. I love my chinkies. It's never a dull day with them. We laughed so much and did so many crazy things and I just love them to death. I just want to hug them and never let go. (Dear God, please let us all continue being a group. Please help us find time to meet and hang out, just like old times.)

4. I met Victor for beef stew (finally!!!!!) in town and we caught up (finally!!!!!!) and walked around and my stamina to shop SUCKS.

5. Met the bestest everest friend in the whole entire world for dinner. Walked from home to bishan and the walk was so therapeutic. It helped that it was my favourite time of the day- the time after a glorious sunset but before night falls. When the sky is a murky blue and street lights are yellow and everything is just in this perfect winter hue. Anyway we ordered mentaiko fries and IT WAS THE BOMBZZ I want more mentaiko fries now hahaha. After dinner we went to this platform by the stream and laid on our backs and watched the clouds gather and watched the lighting stretch across the sky and just basked in the comfortable silence. There really is no need for words. (I got about 10 mozzie bites tho HAHAHAHA)

6. Slept over at her place and everything was in it's usual familiarity. My second home, always.

7. Went for dinner with Teri at this lovely little cafe in Kovan and had greaaaaat food. Srsly super good OMG. The ambience and the staff were so good too. Lovely night :-))

8. My baby bro came home from Brisbane today and he is so cute. I mean like I always quarrel with him and all but he's so thoughtful and he really damn cute la. he got me nail polish and he said he asked the salesperson to "recommend a colour" hahahaha. And he bought my mom earrings and my other bro Skylanders and this hat with straws so you can drink without holding the cup and he bought my dad expensive chocolates and he got my maids kangaroo pens hahaha. Idk I can't wait for him to grow into a gentlemen.

9. It's 2am and I'm listening to worship music and I'm thankful for everybody who has been constantly pointing me back to Him. He is so so so faithful. :'))

We're growing up too quickly

Tuesday was great great great!

Had geog and chem on Monday and I was so delirious it was over I finished watching all sorts of dramas and shows and was hungover until Tuesday morning. Rolled out of bed and headed to school and met Evan (who came with a surprise for me) and Jamie and Celine at the cloud and we went (took the lift) up to the ISH. Sat around and talked and laughed and - SHIT GUYS I DIDN'T BRING ANYTHING MY ENTRY PROOF IS AT HOME. So I ran to st 13 to get it from daddy. Then on the way to the gate I saw Joanna jump off her cab and rip out her earpiece from her ears and charge towards me
"WHERE YOU GOING??"
"Home?"
"HUH WHY"
"Listening over already what" /this conversation continues as I continue walking towards the gate
"WHAT!!??? Shit shit shit I though it was 2???"
"12!!!"
/Joanna stops and I stop and she looks at me
"Lame la it's 2 la I didn't bring my entry proof hahaha come take with me"

Then when listening was over I went home and changed and went for Chinese tuition.

Ahma picked me from tuition and brought me for dinner at sushi tei. She's so cute I love my ahma so so so much. No one loves me and can love me more than she does and I won't ever love someone as much as I love her.

Then I went home and the weather was so lovely so I went for a run. Came home and talked to victor on the phone and then went to bed. Can't believe one week ago everything was so chaotic.