Mantras

"You can't change how people 

feel about you. So don't try. 

Just live your life and be happy."

It's always darkest before the dawn

One of my favourite songs.

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You know that feeling when you see something or someone for the last time? That feeling when your heart sinks so low for a moment you'd thought you lost it? 

The pathway to the ball cage.

District 13  SNG

 Canteen.

My favourite place one earth. 

Gonna miss this holding site a lot. And as the name suggests it really holds on to a lot of memories.

Music room, D&T lab, Jump pit (where the netties painted the grass neon pink and orange), the classrooms, the spiral stairwell (that I never climbed but always wanted to), the field behind my class, THE BRICK WALL, the netball court/basketball court and so much more. 

I'm gonna miss Fridays the most. Where all the CCAs stay back and the whole school just seems so alive. Lying on the netball court watching the sky and talking because "tomorrow's a saturday anyway". 

Old and dingy, yes, but also very warm and homely.  

Went crazy with the pictures after school.

It is, afterall, the last day here/of the term anyway.

The Letters People ©

My babies <3

Piggybacks hahaha.

Miss Choo <3

She may not be the best teacher but she's one of the most inspiting teachers ever. 

Her dedication to her job as an educator is just the most priceless thing on earth.

Weeks before the CAs she came at 6am and went home at 6pm extending help to those who needed help. And she was afraid we didn't quite get graphical solutions so she took videos with step-by-step guide. Her motivational speeches may not have that punch but it's nice to know that she cares about the effort more than the grade :')

~

Then we started jumping.

Jumping in class.. 

 Jumping outside class...

Jumping everywhere! 

Had training after that and it was so low intensity it got annoying. But had a great last game on court with the best co-shooter ever Jamieeeee :-)

 Netties <3

Faith (who needs to have more faith in herself because she is virtually perfect on the outside and more so on the inside. Stop putting yourself down babe!!)

Cheryn (who needs to stop being so cute hahaha. And being insecure.)

Yaay then met Shannonwlw for dinner and she came over for a sleepover!!!

Had a great time laughing and jumping til we got stitches and just talking about everything <3

ASDFGHJKL

OMG I AM VERY VERY ANNOYED.

Ok so basically someone (Let's call her Jessie) was promoting her blog on twitter and facebook so I went to kay poh a bit and went to her blog and LOOK.

HMM OH WOW NO THAT'S NOT MY BLOG BUT DOESN'T THAT LOOK FAMILIAR. It's Jessie's blog with the EXACT same theme as my previous one! 

Ok but nvm so I thought it was just soley a coincidence so I continued reading her posts.. 

AND GUESS WHAT (note: the first paragraph and the date, 17 Apr)

She started Project 366 too! 

(Ok basically Proj 366 is this thing I started in JAN where I post a picture a day in 2012. It was at first on this blog, but then I created another blog solely for it on April 7th)

 And dearest Jessie decided to start doing Project 366 when? APRIL 17TH.

Project 366 isn't really "invented" by me but very few bloggers actually do it and they all call it Project 365. But yeah.. So at this point I was quite annoyed.

Then I went to click on her link and was directed to her Project 366 blog.

And... 

This is mine.

 

AND THIS IS HERS.

The similarities not obvious enough? 

LOOK AT THIS

Mine

Hers. -_____-

It's literally the SAME thing. She copies me on her personal blog, she starts on Project 366 in April just like I did in January, and when I created a separate blog for it, SHE DEOS TOO. With the EXACT same theme. Is the word originality not in your dictionary, girl? 

(Btw I blurred out her URL and her faces in some of the pictures and other information of hers. I mean like I'm very annoyed and disgusted but I'm not comfortable with revealing who she is on such a public platform but if you want to know who she is you can ask me in private.)

Ok so I got super annoyed and I tweeted about it (she follows me on twitter) and guess what? When i refreshed her blogs, SHE PRIVATED IT. 

Coincidence? I think not. 

I was really annoyed when I found out but after letting it all out I feel so much better. 

Also, I know it's not very nice to blog about this but I really can't stand it... She sickens me. To my gut.

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Had a mini party outside class with Cheryl Lik Jo Jamie Evan Jade Hannah Han Ying Sam Rui Ching Val Mag Phoebe and Kelly Kuan during CME. This is the back of our class HAHA. Gonna miss the holding site a lot.

Dearest Brenlyn, it's been a hell of a term sitting with you. Hell loads of fun, that is. I remember laughing so much with you during class and our trips to the toilet are super duper fun hahaha. Catching spiders, going to the side window and doing funny things from the outside, and just standing at the corridor enjoying the wind because we don't want to go back for lessons. And not the forget the heaps and heaps of food we've eaten.. But it's been really enjoyable sitting beside you and I'm really gonna miss you.. 

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Goodbyes scare me.

Sure we can still "keep in contact" and "go out during the holidays", but it's just not the same.

April and Yuri came back today and I never realised how much I missed them until today. I mean I missed them but only today did the intensity of it all hit me. I miss the times when the red badgers were a team of 12 and not 9. Going to the music room, laughing so much during training, and just playing a full game as a team. Even Mr Yeo felt like a part of this team of 12. From Energizer league to training us to bonding us.. I'm gonna miss him quite a lot. 

Dearest seniors. Thank you for playing such a huge part in this team. It's sad that it's the end of this beautiful chapter for you guize, and it's sad too, that you guize won't be in our following chapters. But the pages you've filled, with your laughters, with your voices, with your personalities, are amazing. Relishing memories with y'all is just like reading a very, very good book. It's been a really refreshing experience being in the same team as every single one of you. But you see, every beginning has an end, and this is the end. Or maybe not. Because memories with you wonderful people will always be fragmented in our heads, and we'll remember all of you, forever. 

Anyhow, farewell was great. There were so much food and it was all so yummy. Took so many photos and laughed so hard at all the unglams. Celeste Teri and I are legit trolls. I swear hahaha. But it was really fun catching up with Yuri and April, playing Charades with the whole netball, and taking pictures with everyone. And our fail line dance haha. Oh mianz I'm really gonna miss the seniors and Mr Yeo and time is really passing too quickly. It's so crazy.

(all the pictures here)

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There are two sides to every story.